I thought by separating myself from it, I was not it.
Separation was not the answer as I grew more and more depressed. And did not understand until Desteni explained the state of existence and why.
Boy... that has changed as now I see ME as As it all and ALL the self forgiveness that I needed to do. And humility as come, some times the wait of it felt like it would crush me. This is still in me, though I am releasing these points. And the anger is a tool to see what we are separating ourself as and from.