Education - Punishment

Pie Chart from SRA Course
Education - schools
Fearful - annoying-
Fearful in the fact that I was abused in first grade by a teacher who would hit us with a paddle as we bent over on the table just for things like not knowing how to read or say a word correctly. As I continued with school through out my years I felt it annoying to try to please the teachers and do good work. I do not think kids should be pushed to learn by punishment. As that left me feeling unworthy as a human and not respected as a child. Thus I grew up an angry little kid and then carried the unworthiness feeling through out my life as the feeling and fear of I might “let someone down” by not performing to their standards.

Another layer of Better Than

Today I noticed that I think that I might be threading to people because of the self-honesty work I am doing within me. I caught myself thinking that if I talk to another, especially to a friend, someone that I think I need in my life that I fear to piss them off or to show that I am standing because they will think I am better than them… Ahh I see this is a point that I experienced with my brother. I was sharing with him when I first started Desteni and he became angry with me, thinking that I believe that I was better than him because I was do SF… Well shit! I now see that I did think that I was better than him, I thought that he should be doing it, I thought that he will be missing the boat if he doesn’t it. I was pushing him to do it, to see it my way, I wanted him to agree with me and support me. I thought that I had found the key to self and that he didn’t… That I was going forward and he wasn’t!.. Fuck if that is not a better than bullshit.
Thank you! Another self-deception exposed.

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Child Labour: A Day in the Life

This is the 21th century and nothing has change, we still use child labor and fight in Wars.
Why are we not Evolving? Life looks different from history, but if you look we are still the same. Time to make a change, we can start by Standing for an Equaly Money System for AlL.