The Solution of Life

The Solution of Life Series is a series of 14 videos which will allow you to practically and effectively assist and support yourself to see, understand and realize yourself and your world within the process of self change.
I love this series and they have helped me tremendously to make a change in how I live life. 

Special Feeling Part 2 of 6

 Continuing - A discussion between Bernard and Cameron about "special feelings" towards another, a post from the Desteni forum.

So let’s continue in terms of the point of the ‘Teenage-years’. So now, obviously Multiple-forms of Abuse develop during the ‘Teenage years’ as kids will ‘Gang-up’ and when you don’t ‘get your way with a girl’ where you will destroy her Image, because: she dared to say ‘No’ to you, and you wanted to fuck-her. And I mean, the Basic ‘Human-Teenager’ is a Real ‘Ugly-Nasty-Piece of Meat’ which is the result obviously of the Suppressions of the Parents that come out, because the Parents used to do the same shit –and they have Suppressed-it and Transferred-it to the Children which is how ‘The Sins of the Father are visited upon the Children’ - and obviously the Parents do not want to see that, because they are already trapped in the next ‘Feeling’ which is normally Religion and where they Deny what they have done as Child ‘at all costs’, because they are just ‘weak’ and ‘sinful’ and ‘Jesus has died for their Sins’ –and that Death has ‘washed them clean’ in ‘Red Blood’ that’s very ‘sticky’, but apparently it does not work like that in Religion, I mean you don’t use water to wash yourself, you use fucking blood - playing ‘Satanic Worship’, but ‘who fucking cares ?’ because it shows you that the Human Being in the search of this ‘Feeling’ really do not look at: Reason, Common Sense, obvious things that they have experienced-themselves, no Self-Honesty and simply ‘play out’ the ‘Feeling’, the Pre-Program.

So now the Pre-Program will also run in a peculiar way in which it ‘moves’ when two people go into an Relationship, one will develop ‘faster’ than the other, normally within an ‘Intellectual Capacity’ or within an ‘Observational Capacity’ and when two people are together they will-then tend to ‘move’ in Opposite Directions, because this is a ‘Reality of Opposites’. In the movement in ‘Opposite-Directions’ there will eventually develop a Separation in the Relationship and eventually you will face each-other and say: ‘You know, we can’t be together anymore, we don’t have the same interests anymore’. But, not too long ago you had ‘the same interests’ which was obviously Sex, but I mean you had ‘the same interests’.

Now in your ‘moving apart’ you have had your eyes ‘dwell upon the ‘Great Crops of Flesh’ that is placed-upon the Earth for your ‘Pleasure’ and ‘Consideration’, and as you have dwelt upon-it you have moved from one to another, to another seeking-out the next one you could ‘captivate’ and ‘hold captive’ so that you can Fuck the thing, I mean that’s the point of Flesh isn’t it: ‘Let’s fuck and have Pleasure’ –But you will never ‘Speak the Truth’ about-it, because: that is not ‘Socially Acceptable’ –you mean you do-it between four-walls behind curtains with sound-proofing to make sure nobody finds-out what the fuck you’re doing–but, who would dare to be Self-Honest about ‘what the fuck it is they’re really doing? Not a Human Being because, if you are Self-Honest, you will be Exposed to the ‘Attack of the Gangs’, you will enter ‘Gangsters’ Paradise’ – ‘Gangsters’ Paradise’ says: ‘Let me judge-you until you go to Hell, I will place-you in Hell’.

The fact that Jesus said: ‘Judge not, lest ye be judged’ –because you will-only ‘Judge’ that which you have Done-Yourself –you can only ‘Speak- it’ because you’ve ‘Done-it’, which is why Self-Forgiveness is Relevant.
 

It is thus important to note that in this ‘movement’ in a Relationships as you’re ‘moving apart’, a peculiar thing happen: one of the Partners would like to ‘stay’ in the Religion or hum...which is Religion/Relationship - because Relationship is like a Religion, isn’t it, you ‘Believe’ in-it –so one would like to ‘stay’ in-it and one would like to ‘move on’ - so one normally will make the decision and one will be the pain and one will ask ‘why did it happen’ and the other one will try and explain, and you’ll never Agree and now after the Relationship that started ‘with so much Feeling’ and ‘so much Love’, falls-apart - you’ll even refuse to Touch or Communicate Face-to-Face or Consider each-other at all –I mean there will just be ‘Hate’ and ‘Anger’, ‘Resentment’, all kinds of stuff - and suddenly your life will-change, isn’t it? Instantaneously, you move-into a ‘New Dimension’. And whatever was the past will Die and never be mentioned again - that’s why you go-into a ‘New Dimension’.

So in your ‘New Dimension’ you’ll now obviously only-mention the ‘new things’ that’s relevant to the ‘Feeling’ you are searching to ‘fulfil’ - and therefore you will adjust your information accordingly and now ‘move’ with ‘great velocity’ towards the point where you-can ‘couple’-again and you can either place ‘your Penis in a Vagina’ or ‘your Vagina over a Penis’ and so you can ‘pin’ your ‘easiness’ of your Reality and ‘hopefully’ chop... stop the ‘angina’ in-your ‘heart area’ where there-is this ‘Pressure’ that says: ‘I Need Love, my Heart is seeking for fulfilment, you are in my Heart’ - So now this ‘angina’ get to you until you have the point of your ‘Great Feeling’ that comes-together in the Flesh and then your Heart-opens and you say: ‘I am Love, I am Beauty, oh I Love you so much’ –but if the partner dare to say: ‘No, we’re not fucking tonight’ then obviously there’s ‘big shit’ - but I mean, everybody experienced-it buy nobody wants to be Self-Honest about the ‘Real Human Experience’: What Really Happens.

So now, you are in your ‘New Dimension’ and exactly the same-point ‘happens’. Within this a peculiar-thing happens within your Psyche. Your Psyche is the way you develop your ‘Fuzzy Logic’ to make decisions that is more ‘effective’, that is ‘Deciding Keys’: that is called your ‘Psyche’ which will be your ‘Psychology’ which is the way you’re gonna deal with this World – So, in your Psyche will develop a peculiar-observation in where you will note: ‘what words to use’, ‘what movements’, ‘when to laugh’, ‘how to laugh’, ‘how to touch’, ‘what to say’, ‘what-not to say’, ‘which thoughts to share’, ‘which ones not to share’, ‘when to fart’, ‘when-not to fart’, ‘how to eat’... every single thing to suit your ‘New Dimension’ which is obviously Controlled-by the things you want to Control, which is your Arrangements of Partnerships that Satisfy this ‘Feeling’, but this ‘Feeling’ is a Fucker because, soon after you have ‘fulfilled’ this Feeling for a moment, it starts to ‘Feel again’ and it ‘wants more’ –it’s like this ever, never-ending, consuming little-fucker that just ‘wants more’. So immediately when it ‘wants more’ a thought arrives in your Mind saying: ‘What-if this is not my ‘Soul Mate’?’, ‘What-if this Love is not Real?’, ‘What-if he’s been lying to me? He didn’t tell me everything about his past’, ‘What-if?’ - And all these thoughts arrives and you start to ‘feed’-them, you start to ‘think about-it’ and in the ‘thinking about-it’ you’re creating an ‘Entity’, the ‘Entity’ obviously start to ‘Possess’ within the ‘Structural Resonance Entity’ that ‘takes-over’, there a division develop within the Relationship and where the Sex used to be ‘great’ in the beginning, it becomes an ‘area’ or a ‘part less gone-to’ - you don’t really wanna ‘go there’ because you suddenly start to notice the ‘smell’, you start to notice peculiar ‘small things’, that is Bothering you and I mean you start to think-about: ‘What-if it’s not the same with another person?’.

And so you develop the whole-thing and where it came-together, the whole-thing start to ‘fall apart’ and you use Logic and Reason and ‘beautiful words’ to justify why it’s ‘happening’, but you’ll never be Self-Honest about the ‘Thinking Process’ that went-on ‘Behind the Scene’, because you ‘Believe’ that is your ‘Free Will’ –that nasty fucking-bullshit that goes-on in the ‘background’ - And that gives you the ‘right’ to do whatever you wanna-do and it’s real nasty-shit that goes-on in a Human Being, I mean, you could be so ‘grateful’ that you don’t see another Human’s thoughts, because you will puke all the time for the Nastiness which is existing as a Human. And the presentation that is ‘presented’ as the Human in ‘Words’ and ‘Physical Presentation’ is ‘nowhere-near’ the ‘Real-Story’ going-on Inside ‘The Mind’. That’s the whole-reason this Reality is so Fucked-up, it’s because the ‘Real Person’ is ‘sitting in thought’ inside, ‘playing God’ with their Reality and trying-to ‘Control’-others for one simple-thing: Pleasure and to Fulfil this ‘little-Feeling’.

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Special Feeling Part 1 of 6

A discussion between Bernard and Cameron about when we have thoughts of "special feelings" towards another. Copied from the Desteni forum.  (Also read the document on emotions)
 Part 1

 

And we continue on the Understanding of How the Resonant Alignments is Structured within Relationships and why Relationships are Not ‘Agreements’ that you are the Directive Principle-of.

You’ll find a Fascinating thing is that there are within your Relationship in this world, a curious thing that is ‘Guiding’-you, you have this ‘Feeling’, this ‘Feeling’ that there is a ‘special place’ for you and you are looking for this ‘place’, and this ‘special place’ is a ‘special person’ – with which you can share your life – it is a ‘special job’ where you are enjoying what you’re doing and you’re comfortable, and it is a ‘special relationship with Creation’ or some ‘Greater Power’ that confirms your Purpose to be in Affect within Alignment of this ‘Greater Power’ so that you can ‘Live-out your life’ without a ‘worry’ because you have ‘found’ the ‘Purpose’, the ‘Reason’, ‘Why you Exist’ that was ‘given to you’ – and therefore, you stop all questioning and you Live-out the Answer you have ‘received’ – whether it’d be Religious, Job-wise or Relationship-wise.

Now this whole thing, let’s start with Relationships – has been Programmed into ‘Layers’ or ‘Phases’ or ‘Comparisons’. Now in Afrikaans the word ‘die Stappe van Vergelyking’ that is ‘Stages of Likeness’ it is all a movement from a ‘smaller’-point to a ‘larger’-point, it is – what is those words used when you say words like ‘Best-Better’ – ‘Best’ – Eh?

Cameron: Superlative?

Bernard: Is that Superlatives? Comparative, Superlatives

Ok that’s what makes Life all more ‘Super’ isn’t it? ‘Superlative’s, it is the Relativity of Superlatives, Superlatively I mean: ‘Super-Relativity’, you wanna move from one word to a word that is ‘bigger’ and a word that is ‘bigger’ and that makes you feel ‘more’ and ‘more’ and ‘more’ until you have found the point where you are ‘Equal’ to the ‘Feeling’ that is in-you.

This ‘Feeling’ you become aware of quite early on in Life and once it starts to ‘show’ it tends-to ‘overpower’ everything you do in your ‘Search’, your ‘Seeking’ for ‘Reason and Purpose’, your seeking for the place ‘where you belong’ in this Reality – once you have or you are within that point obviously it’s going-to ‘fuck with you’ in quite a various number of ways.

If you dare to be Self-Honest within the Observation of the ‘Levels of Comparison’ that you ‘move-through’ as you are searching for this ‘Feeling’ that you ‘believe’ is ‘you’, you’ll notice a peculiar thing that the tendency of this ‘Feeling’ is: to ‘Isolate’-you or ‘Pin-point’-you, or ‘Direct’-you more and more to a singularity, a ‘singular-position’ where you feel your ‘Position’ in this Reality as ‘fully-defensible’ – you can ‘defend yourself’ in all-ways and you are satisfied with your ‘position’ and ‘nobody can move you’ and you’ll ‘stick’ with-that ‘Until Death do you part’ from this Reality. This is also even embedded within the Contract of Marriage in terms of ‘Death do you part’ within that Construct – so how does it ‘Operate’?

You will for instance start within your ‘Teenage-years’ with a peculiar experience where you suddenly become aware of the ‘opposite-sex’, of the ‘Desire to be with someone else’ because it makes you feel ‘special’- have a look how it starts - it start as a sudden ‘Energetic-Awareness’ within you, you’ll find it curious that before that ‘Energy’ started you normally would have a ‘problem’ with the ‘opposite-sex’ and do not want to be ‘near-them’- but suddenly, you become ‘aware’ of this Feeling and it becomes quite ‘over-powering’ and this Feeling is ‘Driven’ by one-singular-thing: you want to Explore Sexuality, the only thing that prevents you from doing that, is all the ‘Fear’ messages that’s been given to you during your upbringing by the Parents and your Religions that ‘you should wait’ with Sex till you are a ‘certain’-age and you are ‘mature-enough’ because if you would have Sex too early, there’ll be Children and you’re not yet ready to Educate Children – but you can’t help yourself and you’ll Design all kinds of ‘Secret Ways’ to have ‘Secret Meetings’ where you will Explore Sexuality as a Child – this starts at various ages, and within that you are so consumed by your Desire that you really don’t care about anything-else and you will ‘push’ that point and that point will cause-you to Develop quite a number of ‘Survival Techniques’ which is based on ways of Deceiving everyone around you so that they do not find-out what you are really doing. And this is all Part of Developing your ‘Deceptive Nature’, the way to Deceive another and you are Integrating this in your ‘teenage-years’ which is the Time of the ‘Emotional-Body’ to a great extent so that when it comes-to later life, you can ‘live it out’ without any trouble and with ‘great ease’ to make sure that ‘The Secret’ you are desiring to ‘fulfil’, the ‘Feeling’, the Point of ‘Power’, the Point of ‘Position’ that you can ‘Live this out’ with Effectiveness and Control and nobody ever find-out the Real thoughts that went-in behind the ‘planning-out’ of what you’re doing.

But now in your ‘teenage-years’ you will now Explore-this and you’ll move between Relationships. Now, what is fascinating within-this is that: as long as the Person submit to your ‘advances’ for sexuality, you tend to be with them – if they would ‘Reject’ you, and they are not particularly ‘popular’ you will attack them and you will say ‘nasty’ things about them and you’ll try and ‘move-them’ or ‘place-them’ already in the category of being either a ‘whore’ or someone that has got some ‘sexual-dysfunction’ – while it’s obviously not true but at a ‘teenage-age’ when you are searching for ‘your feeling’, ‘your desire’, you’ll have no-morality whatsoever and you will Harm extensively. And I mean you all have seen this happen or even participated in this to a great extent, where when whenever you cannot get ‘your way’ – we have the same thing happening with Desteni where we will get messages on the ‘Private Message’ where proposals of marriage and sex is made and if that is not answered or rejected, then the being will become very Nasty and attack- Frosti2008 is one of them that started with ‘Love messages’ and then it all turned into Hate, it just shows the absolute ‘maturity’ of the being and how they’re being Controlled by their ‘Feeling’ they believe is ‘real’ – and then obviously Manipulates as much as possible and all the Fools that follow ‘fall’, because they’re only looking-at what is being presented, they’re not looking at the CommonSense Point and ‘How’ the Energy and the Feeling actually ‘Operates’, they have no Actual Understanding of this Reality.

Any form of ‘Spiritual Process’ that is presented in this world that do-not Explore the Actuality of ‘How’ things are Actually ‘coming-together’ which everyone in this Reality has Actually-Lived, is Deception, it’s based on this Deception of Looking for this ‘Feeling’ and is Manipulation, and will take-you Nowhere.

The Everlasting Gift of Love

Many people during the Holiday Seasons do volunteer work for the needy - they give them food and clothing.  But what about this - Why do we not as a group bring about a practical solution that will stop the need for charity - because all have what they need by birthright.

If it where not for our believe that “profit” is the way to a happy and fulfilling life- All of us/humanity, could be living in dignity. What I am asking is that you look at how our current system is abusive to those who do not have the opportunity for good education and adequate food and shelter just because they do not have money. And the need for profit - always creates and unbalance - because profit in big corporations, is having more than another. We can see how this has caused untold abuse and raping of earth resources and using people as slave labor to achieve this. So what I am saying is we need to change what we have accepted and allowed for so many life times. The salvation of this world is only waiting FOR US - to make that change from thinking we need to live in a profit and loss system.

Those who are involved with Desteni are a group of people exploring Oneness and Equality principles. With in this we are investigating a practical solution to end poverty and abuse. We have come up with what we are calling an Equal Money System. It is in it infancy stages and is being scrutinized and developed bit by bit daily.

We are supporting BIG (Basic Income Grant) and from there we can move even further in support of a Life that is Best for all living things via the Equal Money System.

 

So what can be an Everlasting Gift you can give to All?

 A Gift that will change the very nature of who we have become and will support the future children as generations to come.

We are Humanity - whether alive now or in the future - What kind of Future would you like to be born into?

Christmas - means Christ in MASS - The mass of humanity living the words of Christ - Give to another what you would like given to you. That means adequate food, shelter and education to live a dignified life. Lets stop the word destitute and bring about heaven on earth.

I am not say to stop giving to the poor at this time - but along with this, start to support a system that will end poverty altogether.

There are many ways to get evolved.

Start using the Equal Money Badge on Facebook - support those supporting a change.

Look into the Equal Money Website