I was digging around with the purpose thing again
as I wanted to understand it.
Whats is the purpose of purpose !
So this is how that conversation went.
I notice that all my thoughts seem to have the starting point of a
I felt like giving up purpose was giving up life.
So if I let go of purpose I let go of everything I ever thought I was here for.
"Purpose" If I had a purpose I would be "noticed", acknowledge, "someone" would approve of me. Someone would have value for
Ahh we are looking for value,
That is why purpose is never enough, it has to keep moving, motivating, because our starting point is purpose.. we want our
TO INCREASE so we will be " WORTH MORE".
Thus we can never be happy for fulfilled because we are looking for value. And since value is not a constant, not stable we can not hold onto it.
Life is it only purpose.
So why have we make the purpose thing so hard and stressful.
The thing with value is it has a "worth"
People say "whats is value, what is it worth"
So we are always looking for ways to make ourself "valuable' to another .
If we didn't place or seek a value on ourselfs we wouldn't be afraid of
Some of the things we place value on are
our loved ones
Now value also includes the opposite of no value or little value.
Like in my case I felt I was not worthy, I had little value, no
purpose but still comparing myself to value.
What if nothing had no Value! It would HAVE NO PURPOSE!
You want value
You want to be VALIDATED
Value is the greatest enslaver
So what if we didn't have value
Would we still be worthy?
Worthy of what??
A BIG FAT KISS from some "imaginary GOD, higher being or some
spiritual something that we are always trying to please.
And this takes the form of anyone one or thing we think is better than us.
WE HAVE VALUING WHAT VALIDATES US!
What If WE GAVE OUR OWN SELF VALUE AND WORTH TO
We are the Value that we have been seeking!
Stop looking for value in anything what so ever
looking for=separation from
What if we gave our own self value
We VALIDATE OURSELF
If our starting point for SELF EXPRESSION came from SELF VALUE
would not need to be validated.
So to stopping the "looking" and just be your own value.
With self value, not value outside of youself
we would be
need nothing from another
no need to please another
If you have any movement from HERE you are looking for value
instead of being it
So if we are SELF Value we don't need a purpose
seeking value and importance