Sunday, January 30, 2011

Friday, January 28, 2011

What “words” to use for Scholarship = $$

I have been working on writing a self-recommendation letter to apply for Grant money for college. It had been very interesting and a bit frustrating in the fact that I have to write a story that will captivate the readers who are going to decide if they will give me the money and not another!
At times I feel like fuck you I don’t want your money and a prostitute searching for the right words to say that will cause and orgasm in them to want to give me the money!
It was said that those who are not considered successful in the world are the ones that see the deception and abuse of money/profit over what is best for all the world.
And this is true in my case. It is not that I did not want to work because I have since age 13 and I actually enjoy working in unity with people. But what I don’t like are all the lies and abuse that we are expected to accept and allow and are called being successful!

So why am I doing this? I am hoping that I can make a difference. I am hoping I can use the system because it is just plainly the way we have allowed it to be - to change the system. With out money at this point we cannot be effective in any change. Though what we can do with what money we have is to make it stand as a voice to be heard. Meaning now I am working or “asking” for money to support me as a person who can stand up and say no more to this system as it is not supporting what is best for all.
Now this money is “worth” something. Lets bring about Heaven on earth. Not profit. As profit only means you have/want more than another.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Thinking about money – always in the background of the mind.

Ever single thing a person does is about money, thus then most our “thinking” time is about money.
When I was young I didnt know that money was why we had a house, cloths and food. When I wanted something I would often hear we dont have the money – I didnt know what that meant, I just thought I was bad or they were mean and not want to give it to me. Of course then one day when I asked why a friend of mine could get a new bike and I cant my mom said your Dad does not get as much money from his job as others. I then asked what is a job and finally I put the peaces together. Oh he doent get paid like some of the others do, so we cant have what they do. Though it still did not make sense I finally just accepted that because I just had too.

Now as I woke up this morning I saw me come out of a nothingness where I did not know what I was, it was like a clean slate feeling, then the more I became conscious I saw oh – I am the Adele person that has to get up out of bed and start her day to make money...I have to do this so I will get money, I have to that, I have to organize my money for this and that, do I have enough for this and that. If I eat the food, I have to buy more. It is like even when you eat food and drink water it is really eating money because you cant get it with out money... Bizarre! We live and breath money. Because we have allowed this money belief system to govern our life as who we are.
I wonder who I would be if my thoughts were not mostly about money! About survival. I dont know... God what a perfect plan to keep us enslaved, the idea believe that we need money. All that we have here can be shared and we can work to take care of ourselfs, we can build houses, grow food, develop technology all of that with out a piece of paper called money! We could work in communities where we take turns to do what is needed to take care of each other with out the money system. Then our own self value would not depend on a number--- Like the number of dollars you have makes you more of a person...This type of system has no value for life – only the gaining of numbers to label one as money.
I mean – can we stop this now! Can we wake up in the morning and not have to see and look for dollars every single day. Who would we be?
I say make Known the Unknown – we have never Known a life where our value has not been placed as a number called money.
Desteni is a group of people who are making the paradigm shift to a new world that supports Life, not limits it by value of money

Friday, January 21, 2011

Humane and Equal Right Supporters a call to Unite

The One cause to end all Causes

Paradigm changers
Humane supporters
Equal Rights supporters
Charity Donators

This is a Call to Unite with the Desteni of the future
We have the solution that all of us are looking for
If one can drop the idea of “their way” and include the way that is best for All Living Things and is truly supporting complete Equality For All - join Us as an Equal and lets stand together.
Stop Living as the program of Divide and Conquer

Within living as the Desteni solution this blog is about 2 basic things.

One is to uncover and expose by sharing what we see within ourselfs as the personality programs we have defined as ourselves that causes limitation and separation from all as life and to begin to Birth Life as ourselves into the Physical. Thus I will be writing as the tools suggested of self honesty - looking at yourself and self-forgiveness - giving Self back to Self / Self Giving.

Two, is to show that an Equal Money system is the first step towards liberation from the enslavement of Money as God. Money (paper/numbers on a card) determines who gets shelter, food, water, education and health care. We have blindly given support to - that to have money = having life! And it is not equally distributed because of our archaic acceptance of this is how it is.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Two Paradigms

From the Book An abstract of The Paradigm Conspiracy:

Two Paradigms

"Any intelligent fool can make things bigger, more complex, and more violent. It takes a touch of genius -- and a lot of courage -- to move in the opposite direction. " -- Albert Einstein

Do you keep up with world news? Have you seen any examples of the strong victimizing the weak, the poor being exploited by the rich and powerful, or truth being derailed by lies? If you haven't, then ... where have you been? Then there is the good news: inspiring acts of kindness, generosity, and constructive cooperation. It is always a mixed bag isn't it? There is a mixture of uplifting evolving motion and self-serving greed and corruption.

There are two master paradigms that contain everything that is good and bad or good and evil, in humanity on Earth and in the Universe.

The two paradigms originated at creation, the beginning of everything that we can perceive in the known universe. The first paradigm begins with the creation itself. The second paradigm results from the separation of Spirit from the energy and intelligence of that creation. This is referred to as the Source (or Collective Consciousness or God or the Divine). This separation, or immersion of Spirit into matter, is sometimes referred to as the "fall of man" in Christian and other religious beliefs.

This separation formed two groups of entities, each functioning in accord with very different paradigms. Those who remained connected to the collective oneness or the Source formed one group. This group is able to function and exist in what we will call the "freedom paradigm." Those that separated themselves from the Source became the second group. The second group functions in the "control paradigm."

These two groups differ in the way they access knowledge, perception, and energy. The freedom paradigm group has access to the collective knowledge of our knowable universe, is unrestricted in its ability to perceive reality, and has access to unlimited energy. The control paradigm group, because of its separation from the whole, has limited knowledge, limited perception, and limited energy. In the control paradigm, knowledge is power and control of knowledge allows some to control others. In the control paradigm, perception is limited and the manipulation of perception allows some to control others. In the control paradigm, energy is limited and the control and exploitation of many by a few allows the few to acquire more energy.

In reality, both paradigms are functional both within each of us and in our world. The two paradigms have different models of reality, different motives, and different means of achieving objectives. Within each individual, there is a sense of connectedness with others and with the infinite, and a sense of compassion. This is a connection with the first or freedom paradigm. Within each individual, there is a drive for survival, a desire to indulge in the pleasures of our realm, and a desire for power. This is a connection with the second or control paradigm. One difference between the two is selfishness versus compassion.

It is the irreconcilable differences between the two groups that is the source of fundamental conflict and outright war. The two paradigms are universal. They are not limited to our culture, our world, our species, our planet, or our dimensional reality.

Within the freedom paradigm every individual is seen as valuable and is supported and encouraged to develop their knowledge, consciousness, and life expression to their fullest potential. Within the freedom paradigm, a collective synergy is generated in which greater prosperity, both Spiritual and material, is readily achieved and shared by all. The world of the freedom paradigm is a world in which every individual uses his intelligence and creativity to conduct the business of life in a "win-win" manner. The individual who lives to further the freedom and evolution of the human soul respects life, respects the environment, respects other life forms, and respects other individuals. He or she acts as responsible as their knowledge, wisdom, experience, consciousness, and resources enable them to. The general prosperity and wealth of the freedom paradigm world, as a whole, is much higher than the control paradigm world because the majority of people are encouraged to become successful, accomplished, and prosperous. The more knowledge, wealth, and power an individual has, the more capacity he or she has to empower others. The more the collective becomes empowered and enlightened to use their empowerment wisely, the more that society prospers.

Discouraged and dispirited slaves do not make a society healthy or wealthy. The poorest member of a freedom paradigm society has access to more wealth than the richest member of a control paradigm society.

Within the control paradigm every individual is seen as property, an asset, or a resource to be exploited, managed, controlled, and otherwise used or disposed of for someone else's benefit or pleasure. The world of the control paradigm is "dog eat dog" and there are only two kinds of dogs - those who eat other dogs and those who get eaten. This means that the world is basically populated by two kinds of people, the users and the used, the winners and the losers, the victims and the tyrants. The rich get rich and stay rich by standing on the backs of poor people. The powerful and successful people of the world get that way and stay that way by stepping on other people, whoever they need to step on, in order to get ahead. The result is starvation, suffering, servitude, and slavery for most, while a few elite individuals have tremendous power and live in opulence and luxury. Does any of this sound familiar?

Slavery can be in many forms. There are wage slaves, mortgage slaves, old fashioned brutalized human property slaves, the criminalized population, and political and socio-economic prisoners. There is no good political solution to these problems because the problems are in basic human nature. Corruption always gets a foothold regardless of the political system. The answer to this problem can only come from a change that takes place inside every person on Earth - a Paradigm Shift.

A paradigm shift is a change from one way of thinking to another. A paradigm shift changes the entire world and the way it is perceived. It does not just happen, but rather it is driven by agents of change. Agents of change, in this case, are not solitary superheroes, but rather many individuals making personal choices that lead to greater freedom and prosperity for all rather than wealth for a few at the expense and demise of many. Everyone counts. You have more potential power within your grasp than you realize.

Additional Information from the book.

An abstract of The Paradigm Conspiracy: Why Our Social Systems Violate Human Potential -- And How We Can Change Them

by Denise Breton and Christopher Largent Can be Read Here.

We at Desteni are making a change within ourselfs and our beleives and also offering a solution for a new economic system that will support all of life.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

We Need to Work Together

This was copied from the Desteni Forum
"...We live through our lives in our reality, this one life that we have, and we get to the end of it and what's left is a disabled physical that is completely drained of everything that it once was, roaming in memories of energetic remembrances and – we basically just become a nostalgic replay of what our life once was...
in the end becoming what we've always been, simply a meat-sack that supports an energetic existence within a realm of thought, where nothing that we lived, nothing that we did, nothing of who we are had any relevance, any significance or any impact on anything or anyone but the creation of our own death, and we a die a forgotten soul... while the rest of existence remain hypnotized within the momentary profanity of seeking the next ‘high’, and eventually just getting to the same point the end of it all wondering what was the point of it all...
And we ask the question with regards to what is life, why are we here, what are we doing here – all the questions about our own existence – and the fact that all those questions are coming up are obviously indicating we are not life, we are not living – and the reason we can’t find a reason or purpose is because there isn’t any; We haven’t actually lived any real reason or any real purpose into and as this reality.

So what we are suggesting within Desteni, within self-honesty, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application, the equal money system – it’s bringing the whole aspect of Self AND the world-system into an equal and one starting-point stand – wherein we are no more just these meat-sacks of thought, wondering through reality just creating consequence and harm for ourselves and others, living from one ‘high’ to the next, eventually depleting ourselves to the point where we die a long time before we actually physically die; lived into and through a world-system that merely support survival and self-interest, where only a select few survive; Most of the world is not at all supported within the current world system.

So these two very significant points of change: Self and this world-system, this money-system = with changing those two points we change this entire existence and our self-experience within it. Thus, we suggest considering that we are able to make this reality and ourselves an experience of permanence – Creating and establishing Trust, wherein we are able to establish a reality where we can actually live and actually explore what it means to live, what life is as ourselves; and within that what it all means as an actual living expression within oneness and equality.
So we change ourselves, we change the money-system = we change this existence, we change the world; And then the Answer to what life is, why are we here, what is the reason and purpose and what is the point – can thus be answered through us LIVING the answers.”
My experiance when reading the above words:
These words spoken bring tears to my eyes as I have longed for this my whole life- but all I could do is spin in the web that is this world. Trying many ways to get out, get free. All it did was feed the energy of highs and lows, thinking the energetic high was the answer and beating myself up when I was the opposite of the high.
I though life was about feeling good. And I blamed human nature as the cause of why I could not sustain it, as I looked around and so many people are not happy, suffering because of lack of money, worried about getting a good job, marriages that did not seem real because of the fighting and co-dependency of fear, the greed and lack of concern for others.
I went searching the 'spiritaul' route- which mostly said to love in your heart- to see the love, or to learn how to 'manifest' your desires. But all desires are of acquiring something out side ourselfs to be happy. But how is one to be happy when the person next to you is suffering from emotional bondage and seeks the high for relief.
I see now that this is the way, as a group - to assist and support all of us, as we are all going through these same fears as accepting and allowing emotions and feelings that were programed to keep us from Life.
Thanks for the continued support

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Humans Support Money, Not Life....

I unleashed a massive unconscious stress that I had running all along but did not see it until
I took a course in college last quarter.
There were 6 assignments due each week and every day for the 3 months I was in constant stress and fear that I could not do the assignments correctly. I had Computer Science , Logic and Python programing all in one week.

The biggest fear was that if I did not pass this class I would not be fully admitted to college as I was accepted conditionally to see how I would do. Now this would affect financial aid. And that was the fear. That I would lose my chance to go to college because I could not afford it other wise.

The next fear was what would people think of me as if I did not pass I would have “failed”...
What a horrible word really, wow I had know idea that the word fail= fear. Fear of failing.
And who tells you, you have failed? Authority – someone who has control of what you can and can do do because of money..

The demand for quality performance according to what another thinks of you is fearful.
This fear has started as a child when I did something I was happy and proud of and it was criticizes by an adult.
Or I would talk of what I wanted to do when I 'grew” up and was seen as a stupid idea, or when I wanted to take swimming classes and was not supported in this financially as it was seen as not necessary.
These things seem trivial to what conditions other children with out food or shelter have. Yet we all suffer from the current money system = with out money you are nobody and are not supported as life.
But supported accordingly to what you can do to 'feed' the money system.

Thus all of life suffers with this system, even the ones who 'have” are not really living, they live as a system of money and that is all they can see and behave as...
We as humanity have not supported Life- We support Money...